The past, the futureA lesson that i've learnt is to not crash and burn,as my error riddled life begins to take a turn,i was just about to make one of the dumbest decisions in my life,and to be quite fair to myself, i'd be putting myself in strife,i can't afford to lose it over just a little thing,but you can't blame me cause of the smiles that she brings,saying her name would just be another wound in my heart,as everything i do just seems to fall apart,i hope that it is something that i begin to contemplate,having second thoughts on her, as she may be fake,but for the time being, i will take a step back,to rejuvinate myself and to keep myse